balance

these new frontiers in which to frolic, forage for life force, fritter away phases of affinity
these pages awaiting inner exploration, ego exploitation, psyche renovation
demands, deadlines, self imposed judgement jamming goals down ruby throat soul
needing nectar, sweet simple nectar,
sugar coat my dose
life is too big to swallow
love so sour
or so sweet it's sticky
feed me vital means made dulce
dissolved in essence of dream
this solution to sip while under the influence of harder stuff
like finding a place to put my rut